I don't know why my mornings are the worse but they are... I wake up with him on my mind and I always feel the urge to either text or cry about him...but not today! I refuse to keep giving my emotions and energy to someone who doesn't care for me! I can't keep feeling sorry for myself because I know that I deserve better and I will get that within the Lord and my prayers!! Sidenote: my dog keeps pooping in the house and it's highly annoying!!!